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dear​.​.​.

by nobody likes you pat

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1.
dear god 02:52
Dear God, it’s me Haven’t spoken in weeks And it’s kinda, sorta all my fault Falling apart when I should fall on my knees I don’t know what it is, but something’s off I probably don’t deserve To whisper in Your ear My heart is cashing checks That my brain will never clear My body’s shutting down Blood and water on the spear Oh, dear God I need Your help down here Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Dear God, it’s them Pissed at everyone else, yeah And some of them are dumb as fuck (Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo) But fear’s a bitch when it’s kissing your lips And telling you that they’re way too hard to love We really missed the x on the map Now, we’re lost, yeah No wonder there’s a bus stop At the foot of the cross We always crash the car Whenever we try to steer Oh, dear God We need Your help down here Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da Da, da, da (Yeah) I don’t really understand Why You’d ever lend a hand We’re all so messed up It’s just sad But You do You do Yeah, you do, mmm Dear God, it must Really probably suck That nobody ever asks how You’ve been Why don’t You just send another flood To wrap it up and start all over again I guess You still got a few more things to do Like putting back the apple Until everything is new It’s nice to have a friend That’s never not near Oh, dear God (Oh, dear God) Oh, dear God (Oh, dear God) Oh, dear God I’m pretty glad You’re here
2.
Two, three For taking all your money At a Friday poker night For telling stupid jokes That no one else would ever like For staying up til who knows when No, God’s not even sure I guess that’s what a good friend’s for For calling you an asshole When you’re probably being one For putting back the bottle When you’ve probably had too much For helping you up to your bed Then cleaning up your floor I guess that’s what a good friend’s for For checking in three times a day When you’ve been having thoughts For ugly crying with you When you learn the baby’s lost For not treating your brokenness Like just another chore I guess that’s what a good friend’s for Oh People come and people go And life goes on Oh Maybe some are meant to stick around When the rest are gone I think it’s kinda funny And, well, really it’s just sad We think we’re better off Without someone who’s got our back But you can’t really know yourself Til someone knows you more I guess that’s what a good friend’s for Mm-mm I guess that’s what a good friend’s for
3.
I’m up doing laundry Watching TV again While you’re sleeping upstairs With the pillow I can’t stand Are we just independent And had different plans Or are we pulling apart Like dollar store threads, yeah Sometimes the fabric tears and it fades And the wrinkles won’t iron away But I remember that I love you most When I’m folding your clothes I’ve got pictures you sent me Saved on my phone For when we’re not in sync And I wanna feel like you’re close No, I know, I know, I know That you just need some time alone But I miss you And I really think you’re beautiful Sometimes the fabric tears and it fades And the wrinkles won’t iron away But I remember that I love you most One by one by one by one I’ll put away the mess we’ve made What is love except what’s done When the feelings wash away
4.
being broken 02:51
Driving fast through our hometown ‘Cause the past doesn’t slow down At the red lights I’m not alright, yeah Feel it like a knife in my chest At least it’s not just in my head Tonight How can I Put all the pieces back together Of the full person I was before This had to shatter me forever Now, I’m scattered on the floor Yeah, you can say I’m dramatic That I’m just way clingy like static That I’m too soft like some satin But the memories left me empty handed I was hoping Something out there could make me whole and Finally fix my heart and hold it ‘Cause I’m so tired of being broken Maybe my world is ending So, why can’t I stop remembering This place Is it too late How many more fights do I gotta lose How many more tries til it’s no use How many more nights til I feel okay Feels like infinity Yeah, you can say I’m dramatic That I’m just way clingy like static That I’m too soft like some satin But the memories left me empty handed I was hoping Something out there could make me whole and Finally fix my heart and hold it ‘Cause I’m so tired of being broken Being broken Putting the pieces back together Of the full person I was before This had to shatter me forever Now, I’m scattered on the floor Yeah, you can say I’m dramatic That I’m just way clingy like static That I’m too soft like some satin But the memories left me empty handed I was hoping Something out there could make me whole and Finally fix my heart and hold it ‘Cause I’m so tired of being broken
5.
I’m laying here, 12:31 Listening to you sing Dashboard songs Under your breath Watching you watching New Girl in bed Wonder what you’re wondering In your head Because mine is a mess Am I who I should be When I’m with you It’s pretty clear to see I used to want it all To fill my empty soul But now my only hope Is to be loved by you I used to wanna be Something more than nobody But now all that I need Is to be loved by you I felt your body crash into mine When you got the call That your dad died A new kind of weight The next day, I drove you to get surgery Can’t have more kids But you can have me I promise I’ll stay, yeah I used to want it all To fill my empty soul But now my only hope Is to be loved by you I used to wanna be Something more than nobody But now all that I need Is to be loved by you To be loved by, loved by you Oh I thought I needed everything To feel complete And I was right You’re everything to me
6.
I love watching you draw Another picture for the fridge Or your bedroom wall I hate stepping on all The little Legos left on the floor But it’d be weird if they were gone Every night when you’re sleeping I’m just thinking about the ways That I let you down I hope one day you’ll look back and see The way I look at you now Look at you now Always making me laugh A silly bathroom joke And a confidence I never had Hard to keep you on track But it keeps me holding tight Onto your hand And I’m okay with that Every night when you’re sleeping With the blankets on your head And your feet the wrong way around I hope one day you’ll look back and see The way I look at you now Look at you now When the morning comes And it’s too hard to blink Rub the dust out of my eyes So I can watch you become who you’ll be Every night when you’re sleeping I remember how quiet it’ll be someday In this old house I hope then that you’ll look back and see The way I look at you now

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For as much fun as it may be to receive a text, email, DM, or old-fashioned call, nothing beats getting a letter in the mail. Its writer leaves a part of him or herself on the page, actively seals the envelope, and sends the message to be physically carried from one part of the world to another. In similar fashion, nobody likes you pat addresses family, friends, and the Man Upstairs on his 2023 "dear…".

Each song unfurls with the cadence and intimacy of a handwritten letter directly from the heart of the St. Paul, MN-based father, husband, singer, songwriter, producer, multi-instrumentalist, mixer, and Midwesterner Pat Kiloran.

“I’m writing songs for people who are hurting, going through things, and need hope, peace, or maybe even confrontation,” he explains. “I started writing letters to my kids, my wife, my friends, and to God, and I turned this thought process into songs. I took it way back to the basics and the human element of storytelling revolving around different relationships.”

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released September 22, 2023

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